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Devious Journal Entry

Sat Sep 19, 2009, 5:53 PM
I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

I am the man who fears that I will never be able to be myself, to be free of this secret because I won't risk losing my family and friends.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the student that is silenced because it would be awkward to have a gay guy in the same room when at a hotel for school.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMT's stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to 'teach me a lesson'

IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG, REPOST THIS ON YOUR JOURNAL!

  • Mood: Unheard
  • Listening to: Falling Down - Atreyu

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Nuff said <3

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Canada
  • Interests: Drawing [Durr], writing, and other stuff =//w//=
  • Favourite genre of music: Alternative, Rock
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe.
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod.
  • Favourite game: PHOENIX WRIGHT: ACE ATTORNEY!!!!!! :drool:
  • Favourite gaming platform: Umm... Nintendo DS or Wii or... uh... XBOX360 and PS3 :blush:
  • Favourite cartoon character: Oh... damn... uh... Kakashi? Phoenix Wright/Miles Edgeworth?
  • Personal Quote: Seriously guys, like.... seriously.

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